Flower Moon - Introducing, the first ever duo art exhibition featuring the works of Shira "Norma Jean" Benson and Brandon Leorenzo Burch. If you're in Atlanta and haven'...
Friday, April 2, 2010
"my life's been better since the day I left you boy
I must admit life's been kind to me
I went and did the things I said I would do boy
I found someone who loves me for me, yeah
haven't had much drama since the day that we split boy
my hearts never been more at ease
and when I think of all the things you put me through
leavin’ you has been the best thing for me
so why does it hurt so bad
why do I feel so sad
I thought I was over you
but I keep cryin’ when I don’t love you
so why does it hurt so badly
baby, I thought I had let you go
so why does it hurt me so
I gotta get you out of my head"
...i couldnt say it any better.
i realized something; it hurts more when you try to stop loving someone vs. continuing to love them. i figured out that i dont have to hold resentment against a person for the past; and its ok to love someone that you dont want to be with because they did you wrong. TRUE feelings never really leave; if it was ever TRUE love.
it comes a time when the arguing, fighting, and childishness gets old and you just want to be at peace. im not afraid to admit all this, because after all i AM human. i have feelings. im NOT perfect. and i know myself well enough to know that when i fall in love with someone there will always be something there. there is no fighting, or hiding it. i realize that. and no i am NOT in love with anyone, or still in love; smh. im just being woman enough to say that some feelings just dont go away...