Betsey Johnson collection

memoirs of young fashionable woman.



ars!! this fashion trend is "so American" i love it. everyone from big time celebs, to models and designers are taking advantage of the American icon. mouse ear headbands, mouse ear hats, and even clip on mouse ears... all the latest fashion must. check o
ut some of my favorite ways to wear the TREND.
"All i could do was cry, all i could do Was cry. I was losing the man that i love and all i could do was cry"-Etta James.
use i knew she was just some stupid ass bitch who was just there for a couple of weeks then it was back to me ...and i was. after her our relationship was better than it was in a long time, it felt like the "hunny moon stage" you know when you just get with someone... a couple months past and we fell out once again, but worse than ever before... so here comes this new girl, and of course he was still around, as i thought nothing of her. i just knew it wasnt going to last, but boy was i wrong... this bitch really got under my skin, she got me TIGHT. here comes this girl, less attractive than me, with no kind of sense of style belonging to what once was mine, and what i felt still was. when i tell you its nothing like seeing the person your in love with fall for someone else.... its nothing like it!! i didnt know what to do with myself. i turned to parties, boys, and alcohol ...when all along i should have turned to GOD. i couldnt do anything, for the first time in my life, i felt helpless. i thought we could make it through anything. i cried every night... i cried myself to sleep. i refused to let others see me like this. i felt ashamed. i thought how could he move on?? what did she have?? ...i took me a while to realize it wasnt me, or anything i did. i guess we out grew each other. i knew it, and he knew it. i just wasnt ready to see it. what most people dont realize is that, he wasnt just my love, but my BESTFRIEND. i felt like i lost my bestfriend. they say you can get over losing a lover, but can you really get over your BESTFRIEND?? im not saying i want him back, because logically, it wouldnt happen. but im saying i have come to terms that i may never stop loving him, and its ok... but i can move on, and move forward with my life. i didnt miss out on HIM, he missed out on ME. everytime i hear exfactor by Lauryn Hill, he runs across my mind, i feel like that explained what we HAD ...but now I KNOW BETTER, SO I DO BETTER. i dont hold any grudges, or any hard feelings... i just let go and let GOD, but felt like i needed to write this in order to get some thoughts off my chest. i also wanted to let everyone see that i wasnt a quitter when it comes to love, im a fighter, just this time i didnt see anything worth fighting for... i couldnt be with someone i treated better than myself. so i asked(prayed) God to help me through it all, and i re-evaluated myself and took my self-esteem to a whole new high. i came to the conclusion that I WILL BE FIRST, because thats what WE ALL deserve.
my bitch Nicki Minaj. not only is she from Queens (woot woot) but she has creditbility from some of the hottest artist out right now. Jay Z told Robin Thicke that the perfect female to put on a song was NICKI MINAJ!! so the next time you call her "fake" or amateaur know the fxckin facts!! if you want real, uncut, raw Nicki, lets take it back to some of earlier work such as "warning". if biggie was alive to see this, man he would be proud, im telling you Nicki did him justice!! i love her, WE love her ....plus she signed my boobs=](above left)